You got to lose to know how to win

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Got to wait for 2 weeks before I get to see you again.

Whatever it is,

You always loved and missed.

Jiayou baby!

Jon

Monday, September 23, 2013

Week 6
Welcome to week 6!
Left with only 3 weeks to go!

how fast time flies, now approaching the down-slope of the BMT. Just reached the peak of BMT last week and now, going down the slope then POP! kekeke..
Everyone shld be excited and happy that field camp is over!

Ytd went to meet my dear after no contact for 6 days. Miss her so badly! and I know she also miss me badly! kekeke! Met her straight at Bugis because she had lunch appt with her classmates. Give her a big warm hug upon seeing her, telling her how much I miss her. Cheesy!
Then company her to Raffles City to change her dress and trained down to Holland Village to have our dinner. Running out of idea of what to eat and she was also still full from her lunch so instead of opting for western, we went for Thai Express. Order quite alot of food for two though but I'm hungry! end up I had to eat abit of her share too. HAHA.. But baby wasn't looking happy the whole day, her mouth keep tuk tuk, maybe my face bah, my face was black. Literally we didn't talk much, only sharing what happen the past week. Maybe both of us going through the stress period, nobody know but hopefully in weeks to come, it will get better. After dinner, both of us feeling so bloated, took a slow walk to the bus stop and bus back to her place and then that thing happened again. Argghhh!! no time to feel angry because is of no point!
Went to the void deck and deck everything out and made baby tear again, too much stress but on the bright side, lucky i'm by her side and I could lend her a shoulder, give her a hug, because last week, she cried over the phone and I felt so helpless at that point of time. Soon, it was time to go home because she have classes tmr and then she told me to wait downstair, she go up to take something and guess what.....

how sweet of her to make oreo cheesecake with WHIPCREAM for me. hahaha.. awww..
Very sweet of her, she beat the whipcream until got blister know because she didn't have the beater.
Thank you baby for that cheesecake, it tasted good! Looking forward to more uhs? :P

Baby, it has been a tough one for you last week uhs. I know. But I'm glad it over and WALA!
Baby is back! KEKE!
But you just done w your prelims and taking back most of your results today. I'm pretty sure you improve or even do well after seeing you putting so much effort. But whatever the result, always think on the positive side. I'm not the kind that can study one but as long as there is improvement, is a good thing. Alright?
I know last week, something happened and I don't blame you for that. Is not your fault and you don't have to be sorry. I have to be sorry for pushing you, stressing you to get it done. Yes, maybe you were right, everyone has their ways of settling, I'm sorry for overlooking at that point. I trust you totally, I shouldn't have thoughts of fear in that in the first place. I'll leave it to you to get it done and wash my hands off, is not I cannot be bothered or don't care, is just I entrusting you to get it done and I know you can (: and you can always update me too.

Received your morning text this morning though is not a good start to the week for you but everything's gonna be fine, remember to tell me anything should mummy said anything about us. Just don't be too bothered by it okay? (: it will be alright, jonny here.

I know you got your prelims result today, didn't do that well, feeling depressed over it but no matter what, don't think too much, work harder and move on. Most importantly, don't break down otherwise everything will go to waste. Just do what you need to do, I'll be behind you, giving you a hand whenever you need one.

Time for me to book in soon, 4 days! KEKEKE..

Can't wait for next weekend to come. Just to see you.

我爱你宝贝.

Jon

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Brutal Week 5 ended

Ended my long 6D5N field camp.
The highest peak of BMT, the field camp and I managed to get through it, it was tough physically and also mentally. Not showering for 6 days, sleeping inside a shell scrape dug by me (super tiring, hands became numb and blisters) , eating combat ration (some were nice, some were... eeekkk! but due to hunger, everything also went down the stomach), every drip of water was like holy water. HAHA.
The weather was good, no rain for the whole 6 days, so we were mud-free. But it was the humidity that shag us out but whatever it is, 6 days flies and I got it done! (:
Another thing, after this field camp, my section mates also got closer, helping one another, pushing each other to soar! amazing people! How we started off 5 weeks ago not knowing each other to now today where we are. HAHA... sharing jokes and sharing life story. :P

One thing for sure I bring home from this field camp is being mentally stronger.
On the 3rd day when all of us were pretty much shag out physically and mentally, the letter from our loved ones came.
To be very honest, I never expect my loved ones to write to me, I was expecting a commander letter inside the envelope. Before we get to open the letter, we were literally 'torture'. We had to run here and there, leopard crawl, taking off our LPV and helmet and putting it back. Then came the high knee and the 'lecture' done by our PC. What he said was actually quite true, true emotionally enough for some of us to tear or fighting back our tears.
After the 'torture', we went back to where our stuff is and the letter for each of everyone is placed there respectively. Never did I expect when I open the letter, I saw a foolscape and straight away, I was holding back my tears. Open the foolscape and I saw the first word, Mummy, immediately, the tears just accumulated by my eye bag waiting to drip. Then finish reading, it wasn't over, there was another brown envelope, I thought it was a family photo inside and I opened it, it was another letter. Shocked and surprised, who could it be? I totally had no clue that it was from her, none other than my dearest baby girl Yvonne. Straight away, the tears couldn't hold on and floodgate open, as i read line by line, the tears drip on...... It was just a simple piece of paper, called letter but at that point of time, it wasn't just words on paper, every words was like a voltage, sending power into the body system, it was a morale support. Totally touched with supports from all of them, it caught me off guard. Thank you my loved ones, I don't know what to say or how to thank you but all I will do is to show you back my gratitude for your support and love in time to come. I love you.

Jon

Friday, September 20, 2013

Field Camp Day 5

Last night I'm spending on the field, out of civilization,

I'm coming home tmr YAYY!

How time flies, Friday is here and you're done w your biology paper! which means you're done with your prelims!

Guess you have a relieve on your shoulder now, though is not over but at least done w your prelims.

I'm pretty sure you get good result! I have confidence in you. Don't be think negatively ah! (:

Last night on my field camp and tmr I start sending you goodnight kisses again!
Been long since I received your goodnight kisses. HAHAHA. So shld I say, our first time not contacting each other, almost a week and this is the real test!

Goodnight my dear baby!

Have a good deserved rest after completing your rough week prelims.

Sweet sugary dreams!
Sweetness can never melt in our relationship, it just keep coming and coming.

I can't wait to see you tmr though I'm not sure what time I'm booking out.

Wanna give you a tight big hug!

Love you baby.
miss you muchmuch^^

Jon

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Field Camp 4th Day

The fourth day and its Thursday.
Almost done, completed your 4th paper and I'm in my last day of my field camp.
Tmr will be my situation test whereby reservists personnel come back to grade us on situation handling.

You're left with 1 paper and your prelims is done.

Tmr Bio paper! Still remember when I company you study and you're were looking through the DNA topic! KEKEKE. Those were the times uhs baby!

Every night before I head to bed,

I tell myself that I'm one lucky boy to have you.

Before I go to bed,

I'll pray for your safety because you're so essential to me now,

Without you is like heart without blood,

Lung without air,

Plant without flower,

There is no meaning to it.

Thank you for loving me.

Goodnight baby and sleep tight!
i love you.

Jon

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Field Camp 3rd Day

How's did the math paper went?

I bet you didn't disappoint yourself right my dear?
Is like your favourite subject, that's what you told me. since is your favourite, I'm sure you won't let it down!

Tmr Chemistry paper again, don't know is MCQ or structured question but whatever it is, I'm sure you can overcome it! HAHA.
Prove it not to anyone, but prove it to yourself!

Baby,

Between a million yesterdays and a million tomorrows, there’s only one today.

No matter how far are we,

No matter where I am,
I would never let it pass without telling you

I’m thinking of you,

Missing you.

Have a good night rest as you tackle your chemistry paper tmr my love.
Love you baby.

Jon

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Field Camp 2nd Day

Today is your chemistry paper. How did it go?
You didn't freak out right? HAHA.

Tmr is Math paper. Your stronger on this paper. Must do well and score okay! I know you can do it!

I show you can excel and ACE it! you're my baby!

I long for you each night

if i give u my heart,

will u promise not 2 break it?

I want u to want me

I need u to love me

I dream so I can see u
Goodnight my dear. Sweet dreams!
one paper down! (:
Love you^^
*muack

Jon

Monday, September 16, 2013

Field Camp 1st Day

It's Monday again and booking in.
baby, you better start your week well ah! cause I'm coming to end it well on sat! (:

It's the first day of my field camp. gonna start by walking there 12km to the camp site.

Really don't know what to expect or what's coming up ahead but I know it wouldn't be an easy one. But i know I can do it, with your moral support outside, I'm really going to give me my best and endure it!

Today you had your prelims, after a week 'break'

Econ paper, you don't like de paper right? How did it go? Manageable? I hope you tried your best whatever the result is, as long as you tried your best you have no regret, like what you told me, so you must practice what you preach. Let's all work together!

All the best for your chemistry paper tmr! Jiayou!

I'm looking out from my tent

The stars are putting up a romantic show

Now I miss you even more

I feel like taking a walk with you on the shore

All I can do is dream

About the day we are together, nearer it seems

As the night brings darker skies,

I wish you goodnight my love.
love you my dear baby.

Jon

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Week 5 of BMT

Entering 5th week.
Going to my field camp and SIT test for this week, which means out of civilisation for 6days till saturday!
Gonna miss my dear baby the most. She going through her prelims this week, while i go through my field camp, indeed, it's another test for us again! HAHA. but she's always there and I know she going through a hard time and she know I'm also trying hard, so we are always there for each other ^^ LOVE!

This weekend, nothing much happening.
Friday book out, head home was already late 8plus plus having the 8km route march in the morning was straining my back and calf.. too tired and weak! battery total empty! So didn't meet up baby even though I told her I'm going to meet her. My bad baby!
Called baby after her tuition but she sounded moody, don't know if she's tired, sleepy, stress over what.. but indeed felt helpless unable to help her.

Met up on saturday with baby.
Met late afternoon because she had to study for her prelims this week.
And decided to surprise her by heading down to her place downstair while telling her to meet at West Mall, heading there for movie date, 'We're The Millers'. She was 'shocked' when she saw me downstair her place! YAY! SURPRISED done!
Took a bus down to West Mall, didn't had much food fare there, so decided for erm... Swensen! had a fish and chip and baby had de.. Crayfish Pasta. Their cheesestick wasn't good! boo! eat only like one stick then didn't finish it.
After dinner, headed for 7:35 movie.
NICE SHOW! funny FUNNY show. Baby couldn't stop laughing! indeed a great hilarious show! recommend! after the show, we went to have Gong Cha. Baby had her melon milk tea but the normal milk tea sold out le, had to settle for green tea milk tea. HAHA. baby didn't like hers, saying it taste different from other outlet, baby, it franchise!
Took a bus back and due to a 'bet', I have to cook for my dear baby. HAHA.
After my field camp bah, cook for you okay! 3 dish, pending soup. :P
Then we went for walk at the park as usual our saturdate and had a long conversation again! weee ^^
always feel good as we have conversation, understand each other again more.
Soon, it was getting late and time for my baby to go home and rest.
Thanks for the love letter baby!
Love you much much.

Hello baby.
Your baby going to book in in an hour time or soo!
know you gonna miss me cause I'm going to miss you badly, like real bad, not able to hear your voice for 5 nights! You been through alot, and we been through alot thick and thin. many more to come, is a matter of test of our love. After the talk last night, I know you want for my own good also, can see the effort you putting in planning for the future and all. Appreciate alot know! The best afterall. kekeke..

Jon

Monday, September 09, 2013

Ello, back in action. It's another boring Monday, which means I have had two days of happiness spent with my baby on Fri and Sat and yea, survived the day I hate the most cause it was baby's book in day. *wipe tears, blow nose. (Wa I really getting lamer each day)

So.... On Friday, had tuition from 12-3 then did some work before meeting baby at Je mrt platform cause he came from Discovery Centre. Baby's 2nd book out but it's my first time seeing him in his army attire. Handsome of course, no doubt! (♡.♡) Hehe. Bought him Roti Mum coffee bun and Fancy Delight egg tart to fill his stomach, but he could only eat them after we alighted at Yishun, means he was hungry throughout the journey. Tsk, need to call up SMRT to ask them allow my baby to eat on the train next time. So, accompanied him home to put his stuffs and get a bath before heading out for dinz! Met both his bro and dad. Kinda awkward at first in front of his bro cause... *see no evil. Haha. Nice people though ^^ Went to nearby coffee shop for dinz before he sent me home. By the time we reached je it was still early, so we went to Jem for Sogurt. Hehe. Love Sogurt cause it's sooooo gooood nomz! That's all for Friday, lovely weather and lovely company :*

As for Saturday, met baby in the late afternoon and initially we wanted to go chomp chomp but it was very out of the way and two people can't eat/order much.... So we headed to Holland V for Ramen Play then The Star at Buona for Blackball then homed! Took a stroll along the park behind my house and shared some past of mine with baby. That's the end of another awesome day. :*

Seeing baby in 4 days' time, hang in there baby!!!

To my dearest boy,

Today is the start of your 4th week in army, and we have spent 42 days tgt as a couple. Thanks for everything you've done so far. Nope, it's not any special day today, it's just a normal day like any other days with me missing you and thinking of you. On Saturday, I guess I was sort of ranting and letting it out. Thanks for being such a great listening ear, patiently listening to me going on and on and made me feel much better with a hug. I felt blessed, so blessed to have you. Thanks for entering my life, your presence has brought colors into my life, at the same time, it has brought me out of a shitty pithole. There are so much that I'm thankful of, but I just wanna say, thanks for being mine.

I love you baby

♡

Jon

Sunday, September 08, 2013

Week 4

booking in in 4hours time.
As I'm packing my stuff, I paused and think of my beloved baby girl.
Means another 4 days to go through.
She was always by my side throughout my 2 weeks confinement even though she is busy with schoolwork and preparation for prelims.
Always taking some time out to talk to me on the phone. It may seem like I'm the one taking out time to talk to her since she is so free outside but to me, I don't take things for granted and is a two way thing.
She now super hate Sunday even though before I enlist she already hate sunday cause she have school the next day but now she EVEN MORE HATE Sunday cause her beloved babyboy have to book in. Just another few more Sunday to go baby! HAHA.
She herself also busying preparing her prelims though she have a week holiday Sept but I doubt is a holiday for her. HAHA. Jiayou BABY!

We shared a talk last night, so just wanna tell you this,

Do not count what you have lost,

Just see what you have now,

Because past never returns,

But sometimes future give you back your lost things.

It's important because we are living the present and creating the future.
Don't think about it anymore, don't be pissed about it.
Don't get angry over it.
Soon, it will come to a stop, if it doesn't,

I will put it to a stop, in a good way.

he can buy you a bouquet,

but i want to grow a garden together with you.

he can buy you tubs of ice cream,

but i want us to make our own ice cream.

he can write you letter,

but i can write you a book.

ps: I love you

respect

Some people need to learn how to respect and have basic courteous.

Let's not make the scene ugly, it will do me not good and it will do you worse.

Let's resolved this in a way where things isn't ugly and awkward.

Let's not create problems for her and yourself.

Just leave quietly and we are done.

Jon

Saturday, September 07, 2013

Another week

Another week has passed.

Did my third IPPT, one of the best result I ever get since I took NAFA.

Completed SOC and grenade throwing.
The grenade throwing was a amazing experience, the explosion was so loud that when you hear it goes off, sounds like in a war zone, the atmosphere, not forgetting the after shockwave was so great impact.
Completed IMT also, tmr going for live firing! then field camp next week and literally almost done with BMT! Time flies! Like enlisted for a month.
Didn't do much this week due to the bad weather, CAT 1.
Especially during the grenade throwing session, had to wait like 10 hours to throw that 15 second adrenaline rush grenade! plus not forgetting a blind occurred!

What I did during the weekend
Book Out Friday!
Baby came to meet me after my book out at Singapore Discovery Centre. Had some NE there, talking about the history of Singapore and the importance of protecting the country. Met baby at Jurong East interchange and is her first time seeing me in smart4 uniform. Wanted to give her a big hug but I was in uniform so had to be 'professional'. HAHA. train back home and put my stuff before heading for dinner. That sum up my short friday book out.

Saturdate!

Wanted to go to Chomp Chomp to have dinner but we were out of the way so we decided to go Holland Village for RamenPlay and then Buona Vista for dessert, Blackball. Baby had to study in the morning so we met around late afternoon. Always feels good to spend sat with baby, catching up with each other though we talk on the phone every night, almost every night but such quality time is never enough, I mean, when isn't ever enough. MUAHAHAHA..
Then after having dessert, took 198 back to her place and went to the park to walk and talk. That's also the place where we had our 'first kiss'. kekeke.. *cheeky laugh
Baby shared with me some of her history, hear already also quite ridiculous. Like, question marks all over my head, such person do exists uhs!
Then send my beloved baby back home and went to mama place after that.

That's sums up my weekend with my beloved baby. Never get tired of spending time w you, having meal w you.
Getting naughtier and naughtier each week. kekeke.

Jon

Sunday, September 01, 2013

First Book out!
Weekend just passed in a blink of the eye!
Just finish packing my bag to head back for book in tonight at 1830hours.
Then is another 5 days of hell, going go for the grenade throwing this week. Hopefully is fun though my brother told me it was quite scary at first when you hear the grenade exploding, but this is like once in a lifetime opportunity, going make the best out of it.

What Did I do on my first book out?

I spent my time with my princess of course. Went to have dinner with her on friday and saturday, went to have the korean BBQ @ junction 10 and Breko @ Holland Village. Both dinner are meaty and feeling it in my stomach. Caught up with each other after not seeing each other for 2 weeks, definitely got stronger. HAHA. but Baby always have this bad 'habit' of 'oei-ing' me. Tsk! naughty girl!
Baby also bought me a cap, love it. thank you. HAHA.

Then we went for our first prawning session at Jurong area. Not a fan of prawning but we managed to caught like 8 in 3 hours. Not a bad start, the first time I tried was 0 lor. HAHA. Baby having fun catching, some more tell me wanna catch 10! hahaha. but it was fun, the time spent together is the importance.

Then baby shared with me something, at this point of time, not going step in but hopefully doesn't cross the line.
Maybe really, I have changed. HAHA. No more the easier short tempered jon but more toward the stable calm jon. HAHA. Def a plus point thanks to baby.

quote of the day: Don't find fault, find remedy. -Henry Ford

Time to go get ready for tonight book in.
Feeling sian though, back to there again!

Jon