You got to lose to know how to win

Saturday, December 31, 2011

time check: 2152hrs.

Just put down the phone w mr Roy lim asking me to go for drink at Edwin's place. You guys go ahead la, not tonight.
another few hours to the New Year and I'll be spending my new year at home. for the first time.
even mummy is surprised to hear my presence when she called home.
I'm heading to bed now, guess I will b sleeping through the year. Cause I'm prepared to sleep through the year since last night. So Happy New Year in advance everybody!

May everyone who is counting down to have fun with the people they loved.

Jon

A trip away to a island w the dudes

It's the new year eve and we, Roy, Edwin, RuiKun, Jerry decided to go Pulau Ubin to cycle the tough terrains. Met at 9.30am and burden kid (Edwin) misses the bus that he supposed to board so we end up waiting for him at Yishun and board his bus to head to Tampines before transferring to 29 to Changi Village.
10.30am and we were waiting for our departure.

Didn't eat breakfast and we headed off to Changi jetty to take the $2.50 bump boat across. The journey was not long and not short.

Once we reached the shore, we went to pray at the temple before going hunting for a good bicycle and rented a bicycle for $10 the whole day. Mountain bike, with suspension, let's fly.

Just an hour into the journey and I was feeling damn weak because of the empty stomach. The path there is so hilly, up and down... after like 90minute into the trail, vision was blurred and feel like vomiting.

And the best part, we got separated into two group when we reached a intersection.

Stupid Edwin and Roy went ahead without waiting for us, and left me, Jerry and Ruikun behind and we stop at the intersection and rested and waited before I make the decision to take the right turn thinking it was the 'right' path. As we got deeper, we saw the road and then it was the sea so we hit a dead end and had to cycle back to the intersection and everyone was so tired and weak we had to push the bike up the hill....... and then at the starting point, we saw the two stupid dudes, cycling very fast as though they were on a search party. After meeting up, we went to see the cliff and then headed back to have lunch, everyone is hungry. HAHA..

After lunch, it was back to the bike and everyone was on 'full tank' and everyone chiong the downhill and uphill before heading to Chek Java to see the mangroves and the dudes went hunting for this chocolate girl and who knows, met her at Chek Java and everyone was so high. HAHAHAHA..

Cover almost the whole island and everyone was feeling tired so we decided to call it a day and at around 4.30pm, we were heading back to Singapore.
After arrival, went to Changi Village to eat our tea break. Everyone was tired and the face was red like a bamboo ass. HAHA..

Everyone headed home and awaiting for plan for later countdown.

Jon

Friday, December 30, 2011

The price I pay for a low profile
nothing I can do but go your way, but I hope it works out.

alright, so countdown date has been cancelled due to some idontknowhowtosay .
always but maybe I'm used to it so I should be spending the countdown at home unless I decided to go out.

I don't feel anything, happy nor sad but the choice was yours and you made it so yeah. Being understand is good but if .......

going pulua ubin tmr for cycling w the dudes.

I had something to look forward to and suddenly everything just diminish because of a friend. sometimes,

iaskmyselfwheredoistand?

Jon

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas Eve
Dinner and 2nd Brother birthday celebration at Chestervale.

three little brothers.

cousins.

family low.

1.5 kg of ham.

home system ktv.

the family.

Christmas Eve was spend w my family at my 9th uncle place.
Wonderful home cooked nasi lemak dinner (even though I had it for lunch, malay one) and 1.5kg of ham and many many junk foods. Plus home system Ktv!Thn cake cutting at 10pm, celebrating in advance of brother Christmas birthday. (:
happy birthday dude! welcome to the semi man world! semi. HAHA..

Jon

Christmas Eve

When a man loves a woman
Can't keep his mind on nothin' else
He'd trade the world
For a good thing he's found
If she is bad, he can't see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he puts her down

When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Trying to hold on to what he needs
He'd give up all his comforts
And sleep out in the rain
If she said that's the way
It ought to be

When a man loves a woman
I give you everything I got (yeah)
Trying to hold on
To your precious love
Baby please don't treat me bad

When a man loves a woman
Deep down in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she is playing him for a fool
He's the last one to know
Loving eyes can never see

Yes when a man loves a woman
I know exactly how he feels
'cause baby, baby, baby
I am a man
When a man loves a woman

Jon

sometimes there will still be fear

Jon

Thursday, December 22, 2011

I'm still good at it

It's been so long and yet I'm still haven't lost my touches. GREAT!
Alright, been rather busy doing nothing and almost half a week is gone. Damn.. Time sure flies now uhs!
Mum today suddenly tell me to stop investing already, I will cut down though. I'll try.

Hmmm.. Dude, here is a friendly advice after what you told me today, I'm here to help you so that you wouldnt anyhow kind know, besides I'm the expert. HAHAHAHA.. But I didn't expect you to b that 'guru' uhs! Chiong ah YOU? Just don't give any more sign otherwise the girl might misunderstand and thn later a lot of problems ah. Later she take you as a replacement, a temporary wall to lean on or maybe she is alone and needs someone to company but still, don't give her the wrong idea if you don't want the relationship cause it will hurt both parties at the end of the day. Take my advice uhs. Know where to draw the line, it shld be fine. HAHAHA..

Goodnight then afternoon and evening are like bored to me, doing nothing and everything seem to be a routine now..
Went for a birthday lunch to celebrate my second brother Christmas birthday this afternoon at BBQ Chicken at northpoint, budget sia! Didn't had the appetite to eat so shared w mummy half sized chicken. Otw home, was walking with my mum and she saw her friend and happen my mum was hooking her hands around my hand and her friend got jealous and like : 'wah, her son so guai so loving'
HAHAHA.. Auntie, you got no daughter otherwise you sure ask your daughter come chase me de! HAHA
A heavy rain just dampen the mood of going out again. But still had to go down to AMK to collect christmas present.
Christmas is just 2 days away. Christmas Eve family dinner at 9th uncle place, thn Christmas Day shld be a stay home Christmas for me till night time before my date tells me what time will she be ready. Channel 5 better have some Christmas Stay Home nice movies for me to pass my time man!

Jon

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Ended 3 days work

3days at Causeway Point.
tired but it was okay as compared to working at town man.. not that tired as travelling time is shorter and working place not so packed.. so it was well done.

met a couple of weird people, one taxi driver even wind down his window and shouted: do survey ah ? got people thn do survey no people don't do, government f**ked up and I give him that awkward smile. HAHA.. humans..

going for movie later w kueh. HAHA.

Jon

Friday, December 16, 2011

Classic

I'll be the one...

I guess you were lost when I met you
Still there were tears in your eyes
So out of trust and I knew
No more than mysteries and lies

There you were, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

I'll be the one (I'll be the one)
Who will make all your sorrows undone
I'll be the light (I'll be the light)
When you feel like there's nowhere to run
I'll be the one...

To hold you and make sure that you'll be alright
'Cause my fear is gone
And I want to take you from darkness to light

There you were, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

To hold you, and make sure that you'll be alright...

You need me like I need you
We can share our dreams comin' true
I can show you what true love means
Just take my hand, baby please

I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it alright
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run

I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it alright
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it all right
I'll be the one
To hold you
And make sure that you'll be alright
I'll be the one.

Jon

Guess what!

it's the holiday!
today, finally the project was assessed though, just passed but you know, did the best to get what need to be done. Definitely thanks Gene!(: without you, I think I will die ah! but at least I can do the login function uhs! HAHA. more to do though but you know, is the holiday... definition of holiday : a day on which one is exempt from work **
**sources from merriam-webster.com/dictionary

3days work tmr @ Causeway Point near godma house, like a shiok! can go back to rest during break and bath.

What's hot?
SMRT North South breakdown! HAHA.
they should just sack the current woman CEO la..
how can ask a woman to lead a big company like that.... Ask someone who works for the job and not the salary man!
Everytime when something major happened, is always I'm sorry that such thing happen and blah blah blah.. like that I also can be the CEO or even some of my friends fit the bill. Just take pay and anything happen, just apologise. Solution and learn from it..

it's scary when one speak about the past, you never know whether is talking about you or someone else from the past.

I'm terrified.

Jon

Thursday, December 15, 2011

those days

we had no worries and just laughters that fills the atmosphere.

Jon

sometimes, it just make one wanna give up

I'm a fighter, I always fight till the end, to get what I want...
but sometimes, there is always this psychology barrier whereby you wanna stop trying or fighting.
And that's when people calls it : " give up/ loser/ excuses "
But come to think of it, at least I put up a good fight, the process of learning throughout the fight. that's the point.
Sometimes it not the result that I get after the fight,
Sometimes even before the fight, I know I will be losing the fight but I still wanna to put up a good fight, to learn within the fight, to gain experience.
Sometimes even though I know I will lose the fight, then there will be a twist in the fight and I end up being the winner but it doesn't happen VERY often..

When I was a kid, my dream was

" tie my shoelaces, walk out into the field and there I see, 75,000 people looking at me and hundred of photographers snapping away and there goes the chanting of my name from the roar of the crowd ' Jon Low Jon Low Jon Low ' "

but that was a dream. To be able to achieve that dream, I needed more support from the folks but they thought it didn't bring me far so I shld stick to books and not boots.

School fuckedup Life
Another test flunked today. Seriously.. die ah. prepared for the worst already. Tmr individual assessment and my program ain't working the way it supposed to be, confirm another F. if F was just a fantastic.
Break is next week and guess have to meet up to finish the program Guys. I was hoping we can meet and finish the WHOLE project in a day so that we wouldn't have to worry about anything man cause I'm seriously tired and like delaying. HAHA. we'll see how and make a day.

Jon Life's
Some updates about me...
Just lost $300 plus last week... so had to go back to work to gain the figure back otherwise my Mum will start to make noise again. HAHA..
Mr Roy Lim going Taiwan on Sunday, bye dude. Come back in one piece and don't bring a taiwan girlfriend back uhs and don't anyhow UHS! :P
XX is busy with her school project so our next date will be somewhere around next week I think.

a distance is still a distance so let's not keep the distance too apart

Jon

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

The same role

Jon

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

I love you, say we're together baby,
say we're together oh..
I need you, I need you forever baby, you and me.

Jon

Monday, December 12, 2011

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

Jon

Friday, December 09, 2011

I drove a Wish today

Yes! Finally today my license has put to good use in my work area.

Supposely I thought I'll b doing taxt survey checking but who knows, I end up driving my supervisor ah heng around to do taxi survey checking. like a shiok! but the car aircon is damn damn cold! and I didn't drive with the P-plate on. HAHA.

So met up with Ah Heng at Bugis before driving him around but a bad headache was aching in the process and to make things worse, the traffic was horrible, alot of waiting and waiting... stuck at Orchard like for an hour plus..... traffic was so.... damn! and it was only friday....

another day of 'wishing' tmr! (Y)

Jon

Thursday, December 08, 2011

What's the different between Beautiful and Gorgeous ?

Beautiful is
Indescribably pleasing, but not necessarily sexually attractive.
Unconventional beauty is something that you don't know what it is, but you think that person is wonderful. Being hot does not make a person beautiful.
In short, it means to describe something that has internal and external beauty.

Gorgeous
Splendid or sumptuous in appearance
in other words means : used to describe something that is external.

now that's the difference between beautiful and gorgeous.

Jon

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

a phone call always solve everything. but it doesn't solve the future, it only solve the current present.

Just finish my lunch, duck and roasted meat with winter melon scallop soup. BEST!

Jon

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

Terrified

You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need
If you let me tryYou set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it
I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you
You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

Jon

Monday, December 05, 2011

a anchored ship will never move.

a anchored ship will never move from where it is, it will just stay there and will not continue with its beautiful journey. Even if a thousand tugboats pull it, it will still not move as long as the anchor stays anchored. maybe the ship misses the previous captain, maybe the ship don't want history to repeat itself like how the previous captain bring it to rocky stormy waves and the ship got damages, maybe the ship cannot forget the previous captain, besides, is the captain who left for another ship... maybe.. we never know what the ship is thinking until it leaked out everything.

Jon

Sunday, December 04, 2011

some people need to work hard for it.
some people just wait for it to come.

sometimes, I'm the former. sometimes, I'm the latter. But most of the time, I'm the former.
it so scary sometimes, whether to be happy or to be fear. But whatever it is, as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing, I'll continuing doing, the result or outcome is not what I want but I can't expected anything in life. Sometimes one go through pain, or suffering just to work for something but they wouldn't mind the pain because they are happy with what they are doing and enjoy doing it.

to b continued..

Sometimes you revolved around the person, but the person doesn't have you revolving around. maybe they don't know how to express, maybe they don't know what it takes, maybe they don't want to do it because they don't want history to repeat.

A person can be a world to you, but you might be a world to that person.

Jon

puffy eyes.

Jon

Semi Flood @ work

today, went to work at Upper Thomson for Occupancy Taxi Survey. damn, when it was 3pm, it kept raining heavily and didn't stop... lucky the overhead bridge has shelter over it and soon, a flood was formed and then I was getting drenched and feeling cold but I managed to brave the storm and make it till 7pm. HAHA. I still have two more days to go and somehow the money i'm earning is quite small but it was worth the sweat and all. HAHA..

ps: birthday post in 22/11 post.

Jon

Friday, December 02, 2011

How one thing can cause a turn.

9.15pm, my day just took a little twist, felt much better now after a phone call and I'm contactable again :P
wanted to make babe worry for abit for me la.. Everytime also I worry :P

Jon

2 Dec 2011, The day I'm fucked by both my phone.

This is absolutely rubbish. My Blackberry curve gone crazy and keep rebooting and cannot even press the button and when i switch to my iPhone and when I didn't have the pin to open the SIM card, it failed and suddenly detect SIM card cannot be installed. DAMN! now... Seriously, I'm feel so half fucked by both phone. FUCK!

Jon

How bad was my day ?
Real bad.

First up, early in the morning, I’m up at 6.30am after sleeping at 3am and I was totally tired, I had to drag myself to the bathroom and take a hot shower and then I got changed and took the car keys and left home however, Mr Tan was uncontactable and he wasn’t picking up my calls. So, I drove down to Yishun and waited downstair his block and I told myself, wait for another 10minutes and then I go on my own to school and study instead. Who knows, just nice at the 10th min, I call him again and this time he picked it up and he came down then. Drove to Khatib and bought kopi-c to kick start to the day, at least Mr Tan know how to be human ah, buy me kopi.
took a slow drive to school due to traffic condition, nearly had a close collision with a Toyota after he wanted to switch to my lane when I was coming in real quick, gave him a horn and not the finger as there is a lady in his car, respecting the woman. HAHA.
Down at Yio Chu Kang road, traffic was moving slowly and had to give way to some ladies driver who wanted to come to my lane as they were on the bus lane, I gladly give way to them and everyone give me that smile and hand gesture, Thanks. (Y)

Reach school just nice for the test and didn’t really study at all… and the best part, 42 marks came from coding and obviously I died there. Damn!
Then went for lunch, prawn noodle.
After lunch, went for next lesson but took a 40min AWOL to go to YCK squash centre to book squash court for papa. HAHA. Then came the second unlucky thing,
my blackberry went berserk and reboot itself over and over again and none of the buttons could be press….. damn.. switch to my iPhone as backup and was using it happily but still pissed with the blackberry though… thn the teacher wanted to come and piss me off and ask me to do demo for a certain program and I was so pissed when he ask me to show the demo, I told him off :
if I know, I still come school ?
Obviously teacher was speechless and carry on, you just mess with the wrong guy at the wrong time man.
Class ended at 5pm, so heading to SJI to pick godparents from KL trip with the school. As I was abit lost, I used the Google Map to help me out and when I was done with it and arrived at my destination, the iPhone suddenly cannot detect my SIM card.. Damn.. HOW FUCKING UNLUCKY! And I didn’t had the needle or equipment to take the SIM out….. so in conclusion, I had considered the two best brand phones and yet I was uncontactable and unable to use it… Thanks Steve Job and Co, for making the SIM card as small as a…. only a needle can fit hole. No wonder the iPhone is not satisfying cause big things cannot go in. HAHA.. So now lucky I had my laptop with me but the battery is dying out and timecheck: 6.33pm and I’m waiting for my godparents...

Jon