You got to lose to know how to win

Thursday, November 29, 2012

I'm a Let-Down!

I realize I'm a failure,
I let people around with hopes and expectation of me down,
I let my family down.
Most importantly, I let myself down.
I didn't do my part as a son,
I never do my part as a elder brother,
I never do my part as someone who taken over the family next time.

My actions and doing for the past 20 years has been horrible, though I have happy moments but I did as much bad things as possible. I knew the consequences yet I kept doing it, I wish I didn't went into that business but going into that business has taught me a lot of things and I learn something out from it. 3 years was quite a long time... I managed to stop for a month or so but it came back again, I guess this time, I have to really flip the hour glass around and refill the better half.

To all the friends out there,
Thank you for being my friend,
knowing you people in my life was the best, especially those close ones,
those we shared our laughter together!
Go through the hell of examination together, those classmates 3 years ago who now turned as friends, good friends,
those 10 years ago till now... primary school, putting finger on the lips and holding hands in order when walking down the corridor...
those 6 years ago till now... secondary school, soccer to getting into trouble with discipleship issues...
we will remain as with we are..
when the time, even when I'm married, with kids, I will never hesitate to share it with my kids
I know this paragraph is not long enough to say how much I wanna tell you all guys and girls, but it sum it up, whether we been through ugly or pretty moments, It has been wonderful knowing you guys.

Jon

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Grow another year OLDER

22 November 2012, the day the first number change to 2!
Age change and have to be more mature and do thing sensible man.
Made mistakes in life but I can't turn back that mistake but only can make the better out of it.
Ain't going to let mummy worry anymore!

No more a kid! Time to plan for the future!

This year birthday was simply just dinner with my beloved family and my two long time friend!
No cake, no party, simplicity.

And also many thanks to those who have extended your wishes, thank you for sharing your joy with me on this special day! (:
Birthday Wish, as usual,

Stay healthy and wealthy People!

Jon

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Poor people are those who only work to try to keep an expensive lifestyle and always want more and more

- Jose Mujica, Uruguay President

was reading the newspaper today and came across this article talking about the "poorest President" in the world and is none other than Uruguay President, Jose Mujica.
he donates his salary to charity and own nothing more than a farm house and a volkwagen beetle.
he has only a guard dog and two guards guarding his house.
So when ask whether was he quoted as the Poor president, he replied " the above header ".
It kind of make sense though, simply put, this guy here is just simple.
People wanna make more to have keep an expensive lifestyle, some make more to have a stable status while some just wanna make it more to be secured.

So well, you worked hard for ?
your call.

Jon

Monday, November 12, 2012

Finances

it's always good to keep track of one's expenses just to make sure that we do not spend more than what we earn. We have to willingly to spend at certain time whereby we need to spend. One can be stingy but it has to be stingy to a certain level, being too stingy is not good, it doesn't leave a good impression on you.
Been too generous is also not good because it makes people stay because of the generosity.
However, you have to know what you are spending on.
I have been keeping track of my expenses since July and it quite surprising that one month expense can goes up to $800-$1200 and the lowest was around $590. The numbers are quite shocking man.. But it was good to keep track of what's going out because what's coming is constant however what's going out is quick! HAHA.

Jon

Thursday, November 08, 2012

Responsibility is a big hat

Sometimes Responsibility is a big hat for people to wear.
They have the chance to take the responsibility to show people that they are capable of doing it yet they choose to let it slip away, and push it to a side.
How are they going to make it in life?
How are they going to make themselves feel trustworthy?

Have you ever feel sick and tired of trying that once it is so immune that you just take it like a everyday thing?
That's when distance kick in and feelings goes out.
Well, one's has its way of looking at things,
but don't forget, others also has their way of looking at things.

Jon

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

Life is like a game of chess

Life is almost like a game of chess. You make your move and sometimes when you make the wrong move, your piece get killed by your opponent. Your opponent is people around, people who are stopping you from doing things you want and also yourself. Many will be regret their moves and even thought the game was over after getting a piece less, but the right way to just make up by making the right move in the next turn.
The time when you're dead is only when your king is been eaten up, if not, You're still in the game.

Jon