You got to lose to know how to win

Monday, October 15, 2012

Revenge is Sweet

but it just comes with a price.
and not everyone can afford the price sometimes, maybe most of the times.

Humans tend to be too rash or harsh when people dare them. Well, today nearly could have lost it however everything was under control because when one is on fire and 'hot', their anger take over their head and heart but later I didn't want history to repeat, let's get it down and calm down.
We come in a place where we can talk, but some rather choose to do it the other way and at the end, we know who will be the one suffering and bearing the consequences. We can always talk in a proper manner. All I can say, I have limited understanding to the situation however you have a big misunderstanding with me and all we need to do is clear the misunderstand and get to understand the situation.
Your way of doing it, definitely if it happened few years back, no way of talking...

in short, let's get it right, I don't have a single fucking fault to be put, however, you like to trouble me by finding trouble with me.

Jon

Old Habits doesn't die

sometimes, old habits of mine doesn't die out. Habits will always be habit, it difficult it change or stop.
first habit of mine: Biting of Nails
Seriously, don't know how it fucking started, but all I know, I have been biting my nails since I can remember I was supposed to stop biting my nails since my first girlfriend, but till now, I'm getting it.
HAHA.. sometimes when I'm too nervous, I even bite into the skin and flesh! Guess it's just my hobby!

second habit of mine is: Spending more than I earned.
I'm definitely not a saver guy man.. I already throw what I have and used what I have, never had a stable amount in the bank. Up and down like the bloody stock market... I'm the kind of person whereby come to spending, if I have this much amount, I can spend this much since I have this much of money... That why, when my pay comes in, my stocks goes up, when I spend it goes down and then next pay day, it goes up again, so it like stock market, monthly you'll see a up down trend. HAHA..
Well maybe for now, no stable kind of income monthly, so enjoying my youth when I can!

the only habit I managed to stop was to gamble big time! that's the only habit I managed to get it stop permanently, for now has been almost close to 3 month since I stopped and definitely save a lot of money for me. To be honest, if I didn't start since 2 years ago, easier rack up to thousands of $$$. However of course there were good times too.. but this kind of things, always on the losing side. HAHAHA..

Jon