You got to lose to know how to win

Monday, October 31, 2011

我可以

Jon

Everyday (day), every night (night)
I wanna see you baby, staying by my side
I’m goin down on my, on my knees for you
For your love I’d do it, for your sake, believe I’ll do it
If you don’t love me, why do you raise my hopes?
No matter what happens, I can't let you go
You got it wrong, I didn’t wanna hurt you
I wanna be all the world to you

Jon

Why isn't sometimes we are blamed for some other people wrongdoings ?

他们是不会明白的

Jon

Sunday, October 30, 2011

JAMILY

I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
(I'm never gonna say goodbye)
Cos I never wanna see you cry
(never wanna see you cry) All:
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
(swear it all over again and I)
I'm never gonna treat you bad
(never gonna treat you bad)
Cos I never wanna see you sad
(never wanna see you sad)
I swore to share your joy and your pain
(oh no, oh no)
And I swear it all over again

All over again
All over again
And I swear it all over again

Jon

Saturday, October 29, 2011

All I Have to give

I don't know what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car,
to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart-I don't know
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart.

Chorus:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you...but
Love is all I have to give
When you talk-does it seem like he's not
even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problens
I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please...I'm on my knees
praying for the day that you'll be mine!!

Chorus

Bridge
To you...Hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more-inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside...I Love You

Bass Break
And I will give it to you
All I can give, All I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give

Jon

Friday, October 28, 2011

And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow

以后不要跟我说再见
因为说了才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
我们已经错过那些年的大雨
我们已经错过那些年的爱情
我们不要再错过了好吗？

HAHA.. Alright. Week 02 of school is gone and I feel like I'm wasting my time going to school everyday. Not very productive this semester. But what to do when you're last position ?
I think I'm going back to work survey starting from next month even though mummy say better to study but need to work to bring in some income even though weekly investment is doing a good job but is always good to have money by your side just in case. Saving for rainy day! Cause it will always rain now, like consecutive rain for 3days already..

Jon

Thursday, October 27, 2011

All I want is you

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and green
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and green
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

Jon

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

I won't Let Go

It’s like a storm
That cuts a path
It breaks your will
It feels like that
You think you're lost
But you're not lost
On your own
You're not alone

I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go

It hurts my heart
To see you cry
I know it’s dark
This part of life
Oh, it finds us all
But we’re too small
To stop the rain
Oh, but when it rains

I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let you fall

Don’t be afraid to fall
I’m right here to catch you
I won't let you down
It won't get you down
You're gonna make it
Yeah, I know you can make it

Cause I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
And I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go

Oh I’m gonna hold you
And I won't let go
Won't let you go
No, I won't

我们已经错过那些年的大雨
我们已经错过那些年的爱情
不要在错过了

Jon

Monday, October 24, 2011

Questionable Monday

And all my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

trust

Jon

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Come Back From The Death

I came back from the death once again. I was damn bloody losing $400 before Thursday but somehow, came back from the death and I'm saved again. This is not the first time, everytime I tell myself if I come back from the death again, I will stop but I don't . HAHA. End up playing moderately only. maybe is really time to really really stop for now first.

Tonight 08.30, Manchester Derby! Going for the Reds! Fuck the Blues!

Jon

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Here is the song for you babe

I will never find another love sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another love more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Jon

Meeting you in the rain is fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over.

This sentence is enough to make up for long post and all. Wonderful sentence! <3

Jon

Thursday, October 20, 2011

刘家辉! 大笨蛋

10 November (:

Jon

Monday, October 17, 2011

Cut Hair

Brad Pitt or David Beckham ?

maybe Jonathan Low. HAHA.

Jon

Don't Wanna Lose You Now

I never thought I would lose my mind
that I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
that i was stronger than you, baby
girl if only I knew what I've done
you know, so why don't you tell me
And I, would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again

I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
it's burning within me
the fear of losing you
of slipping away
it just keeps getting closer, baby
whatever reason to leave that I've had
my place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
your face just won't go away

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
never thought that I'd be left behind
that I was stronger than you

Don't wanna lose to loneliness
girl I know we can win
Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh no
Never again

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again

Jon

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Sha gua

Open up your <3 to me
And say what’s on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time, and…

I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
I really need you tonight

I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, oh yes they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time, and…

I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right

All those endless times
We tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
I really need you, oh

I need you tonight - I need you, oh I need you baby
I need you right now - It’s gotta be this, it’s gotta be this
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or it’s right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight
not just tonight, but everyday.

Jon

Friday, October 14, 2011

forget the past, live the present and make the future

do stupid things but I let it pass cause I'll payback the next time round.

I'll be there for you when you need a shoulder,
I'll be there for you when you need a listening ear,
I'll be there for you when you need a hug,
I'll be there for you when you fall.

Jon

I could be the one
Give you all my love
Forget what he has done to you
I'm here now
Open up to me
Love will set you free
If ever you believe it
Please believe in me

This is us
This is us
This is us
This is us
This is love
This is love
Let the world know,
baby This is us

Jon

3days2nights ended

The reception

waiting for the keys

our chalet

pinky dude.

Preparing the food.

Superman

Ralf and Gentle.

after we reached there and settle down, it was gambling time.

class chalet just ended. Just got back, feeling so shag like having only 8hours of sleep for these 2nights.
bet everyone is sleeping soundly after like having less than 8hours of sleep. especially those gamblers. Pictures should be in soon from Weizhi.
Thanks Nelson and Weizhi for making it to happen.

More pictures at facebook, lazy to post all. HAHA.
Everyone had a great time right, those gamblers man! HAHA.
Surprisingly, I didn;t drink much this time round. Most of us didn't drink that much too. HAHA.

Jon

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Class Chalet

I'm meeting guys at 1.30pm and I have not finish packing my stuffs. Don't know what to bring man! clothes, towel, trunk, what else is missing ?
Alright, 3day 2night chalet at Aloha Loyang with my class. Guess everybody waiting for this day to come after examination. HAHA. Guys better enjoy it man, school is reopening next week!

This morning, I had a bad dream man... Like seriously bad dream, I almost did the most stupid thing I can ever do just to protect you. HAHA. I nearly cause harm to another person because he did something to you but lucky I woke up in time to 'escape'.
Anyway, I was smiling when I woke up as I saw my phone, because I saw someone in my phone as my wallpaper. (:
she say whenever I see these photos, I must smile and be happy. I'm always happy because of you. Imissyou(L)

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

Jon

Would you still be finding the one in a million girl ?

no, I think i found her already. HAHA.
I'll share my happiness with you, I'll share your pain with you

I will stand by you.
I will help you through,
When you’ve done all you can do,
And you can’t cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go .

You're happy, I also happy.

Jon

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

quiet Tuesday

today, my Tuesday is quiet. haha. so I have been sleeping and sleeping the whole afternoon cause I have nothing to do and everything is so quiet.
tmr class chalet at loyang. and I haven't pack my stuffs yet and mum is asking me to bring enough clothes for the night as it is cold this few nights. Mother will always be Mother uhs.
I'll be bringing barcadi limon! half bottle only. HAHA. so drink wisely dudes, don't anyhow know! I'm a good boy now!

Friend with Benefits,
actually what does it mean ?
Is it just plainly a normal friend who has benefits from this friend ?
Or just another friend who provided sex without love, in other words free sex ?
I'm a person who give love right ? so I don't belong to this categories la. HAHA.
Yes, more than friend but not for the purpose of those benefits.

some words are better heard to the ears, some are not.

Jon

Across the miles
It's funny to me
How far you are but how near you seem to be
I could talk all night
Just to hear you breathe
I could spend my life
Just living this dream
You're all I'll ever need

Jon

Sunday, October 09, 2011

What Do You Got?

Lucky I didn't went down today. Supposedly I wanted to go down but lucky I didn't went down otherwise it will be so.. yeah. someone has to go after all and I think it will be me, because of the current situation, one needs to give way. HAHA. But never mind, so I didn't went down.
Sometimes, things are always like this, they don't go the way you want. bound to have hills and humps to slow you down but that will not stop me from moving forward cause I'm JLJH.

Went to my grandmother place in the morning, Dad has to put on sunglasses to protect his affected eyes and he sure have the looks of those 'an pai'( those undercover authority) .
took 855 to grandmother place and had lor mee for brunch. super full plus a cup of kopi-c, starting to fall in love with that drink. After that went to grandmother house, grandmother seem worried for dad and keep asking him to rest and don't overworked himself. HAHA. mother are always mother. (:
Around 2plus, company my parents to go and take the circle line, the new circle line and not bad, the train not that crowded only when it stops at interchange station then the crowd came in.
Reached home at 3plus and feel so tiredd...

everytime you ask me why, my answer will always be the same,
ILY

Jon

Saturday, October 08, 2011

People tend to make you lose your cool when you're winning
I realised whenever you're having the lead or taking pole position, there will be players who will try to frustrate you and make you lose your cool and your plot. They are not part of the game but they are just there to make you lose your cool and make you lose everything.

The Mountain

Love is like a mountain. Some take the cable car, some take bus, some take aeroplane, while some decide to climb instead. I decide to climb, it makes it more challenging and also more satisfed after reaching the peak. Climbing through the journey will be with pain, tiredness and all but even without water or food, any great man would want to complete climbing the mountain and reach the peak, where a nice view of the earth can be seen.
" Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. "
By Robert Heinlein

2nd SaturdayIt's the 2nd saturday. But after that 10sat, I'll get a good nice small meal (happy meal!)
Saturday was slow for me
So Mr Lim ask me company him go find his 'gf' and buy birenstocks(rich MAN).
Went to Suntec find his 'gf' thn had dinner together at Astons. Had almost the same meal as that day and the same seats sia!(FATE) thn went to sit around and talk and glad they felt happy for me as I found a new path.(see girl, lucky not!)
After that, Mr Lim 'gf' went back to work and we went to get the birenstocks at Raffles City. After getting it, we went to sit by the roadside and watch cars and chit chat for almost an hour plus before heading home.
As I'm typing this post, Deja vu occured, like it has happen before in my dream, something is going to happen but I just can't figure out what it is. Man, be careful girl.

Jon

Friday, October 07, 2011

Baby, I amazed by you

Lullaby for you to sleep well tonight(:

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

<3 xoxo

Jon

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Busy Driver

Today, woke up at 4:15am to drive papa to Admiratly station, he going to Phuket to help a company be their dinner & dance emcee. Then got home and slept till about 8am. Drove to have breakfast and thn pick up my 5th uncle from Marsiling mrt station before heading to Mandai Crematorium to collect my late 6th uncle ashes and bones after being cremated yesterday.

Met my family and 6th uncle family members at Mandai. After putting the urn into the 'home', we went to chong pang to have breakfast.

After that, drove back to woodlands to drop my mama and thn head back to Yishun to pick my mum and dad to visit chinese doctor and also to take pay from Kt. HAHA.

Look like someone need to buy me dinner because I went all the way down to collect the pay for you and I got questioned because of taking the pay for you know!!! (Don't laugh)

After that went to Central to buy Sticky sweets for my youngest brother before heading back. totally shagg... but my driving experience has gained!

tmr is another long day, morning going down to temple at Alexandra to do my late uncle stuffs

Jon

Tuesday, October 04, 2011

Without sleep for 2nights 2days. Now I know how tiring it can be, it's no joking matter man.
The energy the body uses and need and after a day or so, without rest, the body will not function properly and rightly.

he left this world without any suffering and pain to endure.

Jon

Monday, October 03, 2011

Sorry I went over the line today. Shouldn't have felt so pissed while talking to you when is not really your wrong but I was really damn pissed off and worried for you. I was like didn't know what's happening and everything and felt so cheated. I'm sorry okay.

Jon

Saturday, October 01, 2011

Happy Children Day

Alright, wishing all children a happy childre day! enjoy this wonderful day as a kid.
Anyway, a very big Good morning to everyone esp to "Nurse joy" ! (:
I got a long day today, heading to Woodlands Station to help to deploy a surveyor thn off to Hougang for my uncle wake. Many things to do.
Obviously, my blog layout is screwed cause i wanted to take out the chatbox and who knows, the layout become like this so before I found a solution, let's stick with this uhs. HAHA.
enjoy your day and cheers!(:

I can be in love
But i just don't know (don't know)
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but i don't see noone but you

Jon