You got to lose to know how to win

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Memories

talking under the rain in the car,
running under the rain for shelter,
eating sushi under the void deck,
all this has become memories, great memories.
the process was harsh and challenging, but I did hang on strong, I kept the flame burning but without fuel, the flame will somehow die out and slowly it will.

to b continued..

Jon

安静

spirit of a warrior,
defends like a soldier,
fighting a war that never will I win.
I did all I could,
the last strength,
the last breath.

Jon

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Less than 2 weeks break

Exam ended and yet I only have 2 weeks of break till 5th March before my attachment commerate. No news on where I have been attached to but tmr having a briefing and so by tmr I will know where is my attachment location, then is 3months work life!

What have I'm been doing?
Saturday
Back to the ball on saturday morning. Damn tiring and feeling breathless after each run. The weather was killing me and I got sunburnt.

Sunday
Family Day.
Went to Grandma place in the morning and camped at home the rest on Sunday.

Monday
went to cycle with polymates East Coast Park.
One of them was dressed like she is going to town! Who cycle like that ? HAHAHA.
We didn't went far and met with alot of unforeseen circumstances :P
had a mini collision w Jerry but lucky both escaped with cuts and bruised only, Paisei ah. HA.
and the 4hours of sitting on a bicycle seat was killing my nuts. But it was a nice trip.
Saw with a friend at East Coast Mac, what a small world uhs!

will be back with more updates.
and my skin is peeling from the sunburnt.

Jon

Monday, February 27, 2012

PMS

Pre Monetary Shortage.
time to go back to reality and work work work!

Jon

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Surprised with shock to see you there.

If I didn't happened to go home, you make a wasted trip man!

But thanks for coming all the way down.

4hours is about $20/hrs.

Bills charged to you at the end of the month. HAHA..

She say quite high chance.

I'm contented and happy to hear that.

在给自己一个机会？

I'm sorry

Jon

Exam Over
but there is no satisfaction feeling.
no celebration feeling.
nothing.
Is like I just ended another paper..

Let's us not try so hard for each other.
I can see your efforts but you know... this isn't what I want.

I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all

这些我都做得到，但那个人已经不是我

Jon

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

The Trip to hospital

went to the hospital this morning, seeing those old paitents lying on the bed,

it was a heartbreaking sight.
That was when I told myself,

I have to find someone who is willingly to walk through thin and thick,

till our hairs grow grey,

till I drop every single hair,

there is still someone there for me always.

It's difficult to find such person as there's no more just you and I.

Tmr last paper, and I haven't start studying yet. HAHA. guess that paper really going to fluke man!

After that paper, two weeks break, I only have two week break! damn!

What left me hanging on there was because I love you but..
Nothing is gonna work out when the approach of both of us are different.

Nothing is gonna work out when both of us ain't standing on the same line.

I'm sorry about last night but maybe it would be better like this, sort everything out.

原来有两个他。
为什么我这么坚持

Jon

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

First Paper Down

ended my first paper today!

didn't expect it to be that easy or shld I say managable(:

Lucky got do abit of last minute yet effective studying. HAHA.

now time for me to delete it from my "database" and insert my second paper into "database".

Look, finally I aligned by blog properly and re-do the layout. the previous was cannot make it and I did it without anyone help, acutally outsource la.. HAHA.

sleeping at 4am and getting caught in the drizzle in the afternoon is ain't helping me feel better now.

Feeling so nanseous and wanna puke. Hopefully, tonight I can just get to sleep.

Body clock total screwed! HAHA.

Second paper on Thursday and it seem to be very difficult to study after friends emphasizing how hard it is to study and remember. Guess it will be spotting time again and moderation to help.

Time to relax for now and step on the gas tmr ? HAHA.

I saw this on the newspaper,

To be a better man or a better husband, you need to follow this,

三从四得

太太命令要服从

太太逛街要随从

太太做错要盲从

太太化妆要等得

太太生日要记得

太太花钱要舍得

太太打骂要忍得

Translate:

When the wife order, you follow.

When wife goes shopping, you follow.

When wife does the wrong thing, you close your eyes.

Always wait for your wife when she is making up.

Always remember the wife birthday.

Always be happy to let your wife spends.

Always tolerate when your wife rage on you.

So guys, to follow or not ?

Your call. HAHA.

Jon

Monday, February 20, 2012

Things are ain't that simple sometimes

This week is declared EXAM WEEK.
Paper on 21st and 23rd, Tuesday and Thursday.
Then have roughly less than 2weeks holiday before going to attachement.

Been going through the theory of my exam, time to spot question and get the roughly marks to pass otherwise is too hell much to study. HAHA.

Bet everyone is praying on moderation uhs. I like(Y)

Jon

Friday, February 17, 2012

Jon

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Tired Exhausted

caught with a bad flu,
nose is like a leaking pipe,
squeezing like once in awhile,
body aching,
feeling very tired easily and just don't feel like doing anything.
waking up to an empty house this whole week, waking at 11am..

been sick now is ain't good man......

been trying very hard to concentrate and study, hopefully some information can stay inside my tiny small brain, bloody theory questions.

Guess everyone also studying like crazy right? haha.. kancheong.

Friday is coming, guess what coming from Roy Co. ? Don't tell me another session know. HAHA.Hopefully get better tmr.

when things happen, some people tend to not to b bother and put too much thoughts to it, thinking that it will pass after some time and get over it.

sick and tired of all this nonsense stuffs.

puppet.

if the puppet makes you smile?

Jon

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

V Day

this is V day. HA. I'm at home, went for a short study time with Jerry at the library but no motivation... so end up went to eat at 925 and then headed home before 4.30pm.
2 papers and there goes year2, but attachement starts. DAMN!

feeling so tired even though I slept for more than 12 hours. something wrong w the body already. hahaha.

today is valentine day, and i'm home.(:
guess I lost my bet w her, damn!

Now, is getting better already somehow I feel. though there is still a hinder but better than nothing for now. Loving is trusting.

Some deserve a rose, some deserve a bouquet, you deserve a garden.

siebenunddreißig
und Zählen

Jon

Friday, February 10, 2012

Getting used to the Blackberry

the internet somehow like always have problem, some server problem and cannot connect. damn! haha. But, I have iPork as backup, wi-fi. HAHA.

But the important thing can txt her, call her and bbm her. <3

it's friday today!
went to work this morning at AMK hub taxi survey for my mum. damn tired.

weekends morning is at Causeway Point. slack! haha.

Exams are less than 2 weeks away..... sian...

Then attachement, sian.. holiday burned!

Don't know what to do also.

习惯成自然.

when habit become natural(direct translation)

and when thing is natural, is beautiful but the feeling is anchored.

this was the phrase I came upon, and it really got me thinking about this phrase. It really does make sense and somehow, it applies to everyday life, to me though.

but there is good and also bad.

dreiunddreißig

onwhatbasicdoihaveinpositiontocommentorquestion?HAHA.

nothing.

Jon

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

I'm a BOLD owner

after almost an hour wait...
Finally, I got my hands on the blackberry Bold 9900 white!<3
love the color and style of it.

now, it's charging... 10hours. HAHA.

Finally, ended the final presentation today.
Went there and suddenly, the assessor change to someone else and this tutor we on good terms, hopefully got some face 'mark' HAHA.

Everything ended, left exam.

Jon

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

hopefully i'm a blackberry owner today

awakened by the loud banging of construction downstair and the soar of the morning sun.
kicked myself out of the bed at 10:30 and head was feeling like a hangover,
house was empty. parents went for medical reviews and younger brother in school.

met pino brothers and jerry later for one last meet up before tmr final presentation, just to make sure it is error free. pressure on tmr man. hahaha.. we can do it guys.

went to m1 to check with them whether bb stocks is in and they say is not here yet, stocks arrival comes at evening time. took number from them so that i can ring them later to check otherwise I'm b making empty disappointed trip again and again. HAHA.

now, I'm at home doing nothing, finding something to do but nothing is there for me to do. HAHA.

dreißig
if memory could be erased,
if memory could be written over,
if memory could be replaced.

Jon

Monday, February 06, 2012

元宵节初十五，新年的最后一天

it's been a wonderful weekend to close off the lunar chinese new year.

15 days just passed like this, time flies...

it's 2.13pm and my study break starts this week

but i'm having presentation on wednesday and revision lecture on thursday.
just finish editing my part of my presentation on wednesday, hopefully everything go well.

Round up the weekends

Saturday
Invited some friends over to my place to have a simple lunch.
Gamble all the way and won near to $100.00. not bad.

Sunday
went Roy's place for dinner. Nice simple dinner (Y)
Ps3 and Blackjack. Luck wasn't there. No lady luck la(jonxuanie)
so did the investment...
time to get back my debts. HAHA.
Banker(home) won it all!
cab home together with Ruikun and Jennifer at around 3plus am.. all tired like a log.

so what's next for the next few days?
tmr: Prepare the final presentation
wed: Presentation
thursday: Revision Lecture
friday: maybe work.

二十九
Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it

I came across a picture and that picture suddenly makes me think,are you afraid that why we're lover?

Jon

Friday, February 03, 2012

Last day of school
doesn't feel like it the last day though

ended the last day of school today. left 2 examination and 1 presentation.
today was a quite fun day though kena spot checked by police and bag check. HAHA. but it was fun uhs.... $.

another week ended.
tonight toto jackpot, hopefully, part of it. HAHA.

gettingusedtowhoami,slowl andsteady

sechsundzwanzig

Jon

Thursday, February 02, 2012

OUT OF STOCK!

wanted to get the blackberry 9900 but got no stock.. have to wait till tuesday... damn!!
nevermind, the price will drop as quoted by the girl who served me..

went back to school for 3 hours or less than 3 hour for one lesson, finished up the assignment which constituted a lot of percentage to the overall marks... the exam is 50% so I had every little marks I can get.

tmr, not sure whether lesson is on going not but feel like skipping since is the last day of school! see how it goes tmr. HAHA. tired and sick of going school..

having headache, toothache and stomachache and having a glass of HL milk and 9 pieces of OREO!
she is doing her report now i guess, she busyxuan. HAHA..

werthelover

Jon

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

It's a new month
1st Feb

Finally, two years have passed, 24 months, 731 days, 43800 hours....
If everything goes smoothly tmr, I will be the owner of a Apple & Blackberry.
2 years ago, when I changed to the iPhone 3GS, it was so special. Everyone was like:
" Jon, changed iPhone ah? see leh see leh.. "
Now :
" hey, you changed iPhone ah? orh.."
HAHA.. this is how technology rapidly improves... now, 75% are smartphones.. even those workers, cleaner are using smartphones(from China & Korea).

okay, it's 1st feb. started off with marketing essentials final test, 20 multiple choice question and every terms used is so difficult to understand... had to tikam some questions..
then went to have lunch with Jerry and Namera, went to have indian food, just nice opened by my primary school friend and the first sentence he told me when he saw me...:
" hey, you grow much taller now! "
that's good, I've grown over the years.. HAHA.
after eating, we sat awhile at the coffeeshop to talk while company Jerry wait for his parents...
Then soon, his parents arrived and his parents have heard my big name for 2 years but haven't get to see me before even once.. and finally they get to see me, somemore got compliment! thanks for the wonderful compliment, I'll keep it in mind(humble) HAHA.
walk with namera for a distance then went back our separate ways, reached home at 2.15pm.

timecheck: 4.31.
and i have been going to the toilet twice.. stomach ain't feeling good.
what have i been doing? I have been SAT-ing... Study, Analysis, Throw. HAHA.

listeningtoBryanAdam

Jon