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Sunday, May 23, 2010

Today, 23/May/2010 Jonathan Low promise his Mum that he will buy her a house. A house that looks like this. 1 rooftop, 1 basement, 3storeys. How cool?

Look how nice isn't? only thing is the house are located near to each other, like opposite unit can see the other side, the whole living room,

privacy?

See, doorstep is the swimming pool. just 5steps from your doorsteps.

what can you expect more?

So.... I 'bought' a unit there

cool right?. Today, went to my mum friend's house warming and daughter birthdayy party.( daughter is like 7 years old, not for me, too bad but she look damn pretty, angmoh typee)

The home was located somewhere near Orchid Country Club. It's a nice home I must say.

2 private parking lots in the basement, 3storeys, 4rooms and a beautiful big big roooftop

Imagine, star-gazing with your love one, a bbq gathering with friends on the rooof.. How cool?

walked around the area and you can just leave your bicycles or scooter outside your house and nobody will take it.. isn't that cool for LAZY people? (:

So, I decided to 'buy' a unit there.

After seeing this beautiful house, I told myself, when i grow up, I must buy a nice big house for my family to stay, whether I'm marry or not, I will buy a big house for everyone to live under the roof, together.

-maybe it time to let go.

Labels: I promise my Mum that I'll buy her a house

Jon

Saturday, May 08, 2010

Came upon this veryy touching story on the newspaper regarding a mother and son.

here the story. * It's a true story.
It's came from Friday 'zao bao'
the title:

I HATE MY MOTHER

My mother has only one eye and I hate her ..... she make me feel awkward.

she cooks and delivery food for the students and teachers in my primary school to earn some money for the household.

One day, when I was in the classroom , she happened to pass by and walked into the classroom and say Hi! to me.

she make me felt damn awkward. WHY DID SHE DID SUCH A THING?

I ignore her and even stared at her with that hated eyes and left the classroom in the hurry.

The next day, one of my classmate make fun of me and said : ' Your mother only has ONE eye! '

I was so embarrassed and ashamed then i wanted to dig a hole and 'drill' myself inside the hole because I'm too ashamed to face anyone. How I wish my mother disappeared from this earth!

When I got home that day, I furiously told her off : ' If you want others people to laugh at me, You might as well go and die better! '

My mother just quietly sit there and didn't make a sound....

I wanted to quickly leave this house , don't want to stay with my mother, want to be far away from my mother.

So, I study very hard and managed to have the chance to come to Singapore to further my studies.

After that, I got married, bought my own house and have my own kids.

I was having a wonderful time with my life, have a couple of good kids and life was good.

Then one day, my mother suddenly came and visit us.

She hasn't seen me for years let alone her grandchildren.

While she stood by the door, my kids shouted and even make fun of her having only one eye. I immediately shouted at her why did she come suddenly without notifying me, and you scare the children.

I shouted at her:' How dare you come to my house, scaring my kids. GET OUT! GET THE HELL OUT!'

At that situation, my mother just quietly said : ' I'm sorry, i think i got the wrong address.'

she slowly turned her back and walk off quietly.

Then one day, I received a letter from China to attend my primary school event.

So i bluff my wife that I'm going for a oversea trip for work and went to attend the primary school event instead. Meeting up with my old primary school friends and catching up with each other. Feeling curious, I decided to drop by my old house.

Then, my neighbour told me that my mother just passed away.

I felt so relieved, didn't even cry or tears. My neighbour then handled me a letter. It was left behind by my mother.

The letter reads;

To my dearest Son,

I think of you every night. I was wrong to go to Singapore without telling you, scaring your children in the process. I'm sorry. When I heard that you are coming back to attend the Primary School event, I was veryy happy!

But now, I'm afraid that I can't even get up from my bed to see you.

When you were young, I often make you feel embarrassed, ashamed and awkward, I'm really sorry.

But do you know that..... When you were very young, you had a accident and lost a eye.

As your mother, I couldn't make you live with only a eye.

So I decided to give you one of my eye.

With my other eye with you,my son will bring me see the world and i'm very happy already.

Love your Mother.

this post is dedicated to all Mothers.

No matter what you're, how you look like, you're mothers in my heart.

Happy Mother Day.

Jon

Friday, May 07, 2010

Godma and Godpa went to Malacca for 3days 2 night golfing trip. Was asked a favour to take care of Baby, their dog. Baby is all alone at home. Wanted to stay over at there but got no interent access. so went there for two days, after my school to take a look and to fill up Baby water container and her biscuits(food).

Everyday I went, she was lying on her stomach, by the door and you can see she is waiting for 'someone' kindd like that.

I remembered, when i opened the door the second day, she came to my feet and started sniffing as though I was my Godpa but later awhile, she just walk away and do the same thing, lying on her stomach and waiting by the door.

One thing good about Baby for a dog is...

she know where to do her businesses, on the newspaper in the kitchen. It's one thing which i admire of, toliet trained. Baby has been with my Godparents for like maybe 7-8years? which converted to human age is about 49,56 years old know.

So everyday before i leave the house, I give her a pat on her head and just look at her for like 10seconds and bid goodbye.

I came to learn something ;

When human beings are bored, they 'asked' a dog to company them,

but when the dog is lonely, who can they 'asks' for company?

When I leave you, I felt so weirdd, leaving you there alone......

Never compare a bad person to a dog, because a dog is better than some human beings.

Jon

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

My long hair, getting it cut soon..............

What have I been doing recently....

School -- Home

home -- school

C# --- Binary

Binary --- C#

School has been so far so good? to think my dad asked me this question :

" Kor, school boring or not?"

then my Mum was like :
" Hey, How can you ask your son like that? "

Just recovered from a veryy bad cough, sore throat, severe headache and fever. Couldn't even sit up after I lie on the bed and don't have the strength to even respond when my Mum called me on the first day when I sick. Felt terrible man! Take care ah everyone! Weather is bad and the air is not veryy good, Viruses are spreading easily.

Dad also sick, body aching and sore throat.

Brothers, gladly, both also having fever and sore throat and are on their road to recovery.
Mum also sick after the day i fall sick and had to go doctor immediately as because if she sick, nobody will look after the house, doctor recommended her TamiFlu if she want 'quick' recovery.

of course, it does come with a price, $75 for 10pills of it. haha.. Mum completed it and recover immediately. As for me, I just try not to eat/drink heaty stuffs and cold drinks and try to maintain my own body and still recovered without seeing Doctor, maybe it not that serious, but don't worry, will see a doctor when it is worse (=

Then recently many things happen but life goes on and we must be stronger and face tmr with a smile! UNDERSTAND?

Trying my best to wink with my both eyes wide open.. >_o

Jon

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

maybe is all my fault..

maybe is me who changed..

maybe I was not committed enough..

maybe I didn't give enough..

maybe I couldn't give you what you wanted from me.

maybe I'm not that good anymore..

maybe I ain't that perfect afterall..

maybe I'm no more that caring and concerned anymore...

I know I'm such a letdown and a disappointment to you..

I'm a liar..

I changed..

I'm sorry, you can put the blame on me.

So words which are said, cannot be taken back, it has takenn a deep cut into my heart.I'll remember it no matter what.

I hope we can still carry on but I'm sure, there are some things we need to make it clear cut, seriously...

Jon