Monday, February 28, 2011
It's always good to learn how to be independent at certain times whereby, you cannot rely on anyone at all. Everyone has their own business, family and friends, sometimes, they just cannot be there be you and that's when one learn to be independent.
" Some people have what I don't have, but yet some people don't have what I have "
what a woman do, can be forgiven.
what a man did, it's heartless.
The scene was awkward, I can feel the fire and anger in those eyes, the movement...
The world is so small, I didn't expect anything like this to happen on a nice Saturday afternoon, and sometimes, it just happen and happen in front of your own eyes...
From within inside the crowd, Pop came a slow walking star, manoeuvring through the crowd matty floor, not expecting anything to happen and came the eye contact, Fear mixed with anger could be seen through those big dimmed eyes, everything went to a blank, staring at each other as crowd walk past us, steps slow down and past me, mind was in a blank, there was no reaction, movement...
time have paused for that moment....
I was in a moment of shock,
lost,
helpless,
momentarily lost my head for a moment.
It's funny.. we can help people but we seems unable to help yourself.
People will always say,
Life's short, Move on.. but somehow, It's cannot be easily applied.
Sometimes, it's just take one happening to change everything.
Totally screwed up for this exam.
what I study didn't come out...
21/Feb was C-Math paper, totally, forgot how to do it man.. maybe still can be border-line, hope others don't know how to do, moderate the results.
23/Feb- Fundatemental Networking...
totally, the past 2 years exam paper was total different from this year and Me, the smart one, study tactically by picking past years paper exam questions and took a risk and the best part, bloody hell, think about 60% or more of the paper I'm unable to do... shit it !
But most importantly, Exams are over, back to reality, starting to go back to work, been at home everyday sure is bored and making one go more lazy and don't feel like doing anything. HAHA.
Reached home at like 7am after overnight at Roy's place. thn slept till about 2plus to have lunch and stayed at home, watching Valentines Day 2010, nice show. It's shows what Valentines is about, making up, breaking of couples. Great show. (:
Very nice of Vanessa Chee to wish me Happy Valentines uhs ! bet it was a sad one for you, having classes and tuition :P HAHAHAHAH.. must study at midnight somemore.
One week to papers. ! (:
What is Chinese New Year without reunion dinner ?
Before I start, wish everyone a Happy Rabbit Year, everyone be healthy thn weathly (:
Enjoy the year with your loved ones and be happy (:
Four days just passed that quick, lucky, weather was good, no rain, not warm also, just nice.
As usual, first day is my dad side,
second day is my mum side,
third day is my godma side,
fourth day is godma house, godpa students drop by. hahaha.. met new friends and all. Nothing much going on this year, was all eating drinking eating. hahaha.. that's what I do these four day.
Lesson 2.
freaking late for lesson, due to some " technical issue " at school.
late for like 20min ? Sorry Mr Soh for arriving late, lucky he was understanding that I had lessons before this, but.. my lesson supposed to end at 5pm, thn just nice take a train ride down and reach Woodlands at 6pm, but who knows, " technical issue ".
Of course, the technical issue is not veryy big or anyone to blame but sometimes, we need to consider whether using email and technology helps in submission of ' important ' projects and stuffs.
I mean, does it matter or bother you if you can just write on the whiteboard the format on how to do with the different submission ? or change the name of the project, instead of calling it project assessment, change to the term like lab project assessment, so people don't get confused over the names and arrangement. But lesson learnt, read email, be prepared..
Lastly, Don't relies technology anymore, sometimes it kills you. HAHA.
Back to my lesson, alright, just as I got there, start engine and as usual, feeling more comfortable this time round, used to the clutch and engine and after some read up on books and videos, I'm almost getting the hang of it. Thn as usual, do the rounds around Woodlands Circle before heading out to the main road and driving on the main road.. cool man ! finally ! HAHA..
though many cars see until me, all filter out and didn't drive behind me...
But there were cars who give way to me also, Courteous ! (:
Thn on this long road at Admiratly West, I went from gear 1 to gear 4.. 50KM/HR!(:
Fun time is cut short and soon, time to end lesson.
Had fun even though I arrived late. Next lesson, 10Feb2011, this time, I won't be late.
this time, better, the instructor didn't went : " AIYO , brake so hard, scare me. ! " HAHA