Roller Coaster

I don't know why every time at this point of the year, everything will just go down..
Like a roller coaster ride...
Goes up slowly and yet come down so quickly..
Once again, lost myself and the purpose in life again, no dream no direction...
Everyday seems like a... wake up and just do because I need to do, there is no more purpose in life or I haven't find the next purpose in my life.
Guess it's another recovery period like the last one, 2 months.. HAHA..
That's just one do it man..

Been 3 weeks since I entered AFTC.

Everyday is studying and studying, is like during poly years again...

But I'm taking it as learning something new but I think they misunderstand engineering informatics as a course related to engineering sector. But I'm going try my best to pass the weekly examination and behave myself, don't wanna get into any trouble man...

Been coughing for the past 3 weeks, on and off, flu and a lot of phlegm.... 

Must be not enough water, body feeling so dehydrated and plus alcohol every weekend, definitely body feeling dehydrated... 

It close to 8pm on a Sunday, going to have to prepare to book in again.... Damn...

Another week, hopefully just passed easily.